HELLO.
"Contrariwise," continued Tweedledee, "if it was so, it might be; and if it were so, it would be; but as it isn't, it ain't. That's logic." Through the Looking-Glass; Lewis Carroll
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Saturday, August 23, 2008, 11:50 PM
I promised to start studying in 20 minutes. DARN WHO AM I KIDDING LAH?! I promise to stop leaving enormous spaces between singular lines. I promise to stop victimizing. I've got to be more disciplined and stand up properly. "Actually... I do so think that you're a really strong person." Made me realize how many there were who really cared for me. Made me realize that perhaps I'm not at all as virtuous as I thought I was. Oh well. Econs econs... to the right, demand curve, for simpler essay questions! OI I KNOW MY MARKET THEORY OI! Why set question got no curve one? Gah, I woke up just now feeling really dead. Wake up in the morning *SCRATCH* late afternoon nowadays to really feel my brain cells dying ONE by *EFF!* one. (THANKS PLATINUM I KNOW YOU FEEL DARN GUILTY TEACHING ME THAT HORH!) Can't argue, can no longer analyse. There goes 3 out of the window, I'm caught in a limbo of a lopsided balance with no gravity to cancel the effect out ): I'm flying off on a haywire tangent, on an out-of-control function with an always decreasing gradient. I screamed at lightning 5 days ago. All three times the shock cracked across the sky, all three times the screams ripped their way from my lungs, out of my throat. And thanks for the hugs from those who were there (: I just don't like loud, sudden noises. Shouldn't have said that, now Pt will get me goth rock tickets for my birthday. I LOVE IT. Thanks, Mrs Toh!!! Seriously it is now goddamn easy to study, without having to lug around my heavy (and psychedelic, really, I love you:) text around. Before it was really arduous, (I seriously suspect sth's wrong, I haven't shown any improvement in flex-arm hang!!) having to gang the books and files of notes around, but now everything's consolidated nicely!! I seriously do not see why it is so troublesome and sinful to accept help like that. I admit, consolidating your own work is very important in helping you gain learning points (as is in doing your own corrections) but at such a time (whereby which most of our brain cells are dying at an increasing function) such help really is crucial (and a godsend) really. I guess all you guys back there got it mixed up with SPOONFEEDING. Ok here I will do my utmost best to argue in a decent, balanced manner (highest level and all that) with as little expletives as possible. I have seriously nothing against the others. I know this looks as if we're having a wonderful time slacking off when help like this is offered. But it is important that you should get this clear - we accept it and appreciate it. Second, has it occured to you that we did this on our own? Sure, she did intervene and vet the whole thing, but please do get this straight - we did this. We consolidated that effing (OOPS Pt) text into such a condensed, yet saturated version. I mean, you have seen us mugging in the canteen during the holidays right? Not to mention a certain group hyperventilating half the time and one madwoman keying a frenzy over a laptop, having the time of her life struggling with Autoshapes (atomic configuration on page one was my skill, and the mole concept was ODA's!! I KNOW I AM HILARIOUS, THANKS!) Has it even got to you that while we struggled to do this, it all got to us? So yes, thanks, we have learnt. And we're gonna make this work. I'm sure you guys all do your own thing to help those under your charges, but seriously, I have to condemn your actions if I were to speak of it. I know I'm not in a position to do so, but neither do you in blaming the goodwill of the ones who are trying to help us in anyway they can. And to do so, either how, is pretty stupid a concept altogether - to put it blatantly, there's no harm in doing so cos we didn't exploit anything. Maybe... AW COME ON YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS AREN'T YOU? I seriously think that you guys have done an awesome job helping others all the same. I think that when you point the finger in such a manner, it's really crushing. Because I don't see any logical reason why you guys should percieve such goodwill as spoonfeeding. I admit that we're not really looking that strong at the moment, but at the same time, please do open your eyes and look beyond the surface. So I got darn pissed when I found out. I'm going to read Stalin now. Will talk more when I get back. |